Friday, April 15, 2011

Where Unicorns and Gods once played..

As evening shaped I found I was gone
Scarce a memory
And brother you are cunning
Your mistress
Your lover
Your best friend
Your confidante
Your slave
Oh King
Why did you put me up against the wall
Superfluous none
The black lean featureless contours
Was like a tract in pain
"This scene, like my own life," I said
All is one
Why'd you do that to me
Because you love me so much
Laughable
Your stupid Queen
Yes I am your Queen
Gloom abides
Toned by its misfortune
Lightless on every side
The bitter self-reproaches as I stood
It dealt me silently
As one perverse
In graceless mutiny
Against the horizon's dim discernment
A form rose
Strange sad King
It's hopeless
I can not behold
He had gone
And he laughed
He swallowed everything
Like distance
Like the sea
Like time
In you everything sank
It was the happy hour of assault and the kiss
Turbulent drunkenness of love
In you everything sank!
Dark autumn... sweet misery
I whisper and softly embrace you
Not good enough
Goodbye
As dark silhouettes we drift apart into the night
But you're my twin
And you're my double
And you're my man
And one day I could set it to music
Pale images summons the night
In nightly silence I dream of you
A thundering voice of pain and sorrow
Calling with the sound of falling rain
Sorrow grows
Candles burning in a darkened room
In haunting silence sadness reaches out for me
A lost life painting pictures of loneliness
Life brings forth a crying voice
Confronted with illusions
Of twisted untold dreams
A fragmented piece of none
Collapse into despair
I´ve endured in doubt
Rapture´s just a dream
To placate my mind
I must placate my soul
Oh I know you could soothe me
Oh I know you could enflame me too
Oh I know you have the power
Oh I know you have it all
Its hard to outrage me
But sorrow is all I feel today
Tomorrow is just another day
Darkness confronting all my dreams
Wasting away towards tomorrow´s pain
Thoughts are useless as are deeds
No more...
You cannot mock my agony anymore
In cloudless radiance
Queen of silver night has died
Yes I am your Queen
You surely do belong to me
Yes we are from the one thing
Yes we are a pair
A pair of fucking fools
One a cranky, cantankerous loon
The other an amoral babylonian tart
I hear music on the zephyr’s wing
Arises with the awakening melody
The unseen minstrels of the aereal song
Pour the fierce tide around this lonely form
And roll the tempest's wildest swell along
In fiercest tumult on the rocking shore
Destroy this life or let earth's fabric be no more
Yes every tie that links me here is dead
Mysterious fate
Its not right
It hurts
The elongation of love
Your modern dryad
Your amoral nymph
Your overgrown girl
Your generous friend
The delightful companion
Sam Mayfair extraordinary
I'm sorry
I love you
I do
Since hope, peace, and joy are fled
In triumph, you're laughing wildly
Mocking my pain
Your happy days
And though with direst pangs my heart-strings swell
Oh, heavy, heavy my despair
Because of one so unfair
My misery knows no future
What this strange pitfall should imply
That we, though far from him
Are present in our exile here